Blog

Freedom in the pain

Have you ever been doing something you know you shouldn’t but you still did it? Did you say, I will never do it again? Then a week later, you are back at it. I do this all the time. Sometimes it’s sleep, sometimes it’s sexual thoughts. I feel like a salve when I go back….

Blog

Recovery, Why do we get stuck

So, it’s towards the end of the year. Many of us in recovery have gone through the steps, but sometimes, we get stuck. Why do we get stuck? There are a few reasons why we get stuck. Let’s look at why. What getting stuck looks like I deal with sexual purity. This is caused by…

Blog

My PTSD Adventure

This is a story of addiction brought on by untreated PTSD and freedom of that PTSD. It’s a painful one for me and my wife. However, our pain has helped others and will continue to help others. Before you begin to read, please understand that this post is full of potential triggers. This story doesn’t have a…

Blog

Story of Recovery

Today I wanted to tell you the story of Naaman in relationship to recovery. The story of Naaman can be found in 2 kings 5. “Now Naaman was commander of the army of the king of Aram. He was a great man in the sight of his master and highly regarded, because through him the Lord…

Blog

Anger

Last night I walked into the bathroom to brush my teeth like normal. I grabbed my toothpaste. I noticed it was squeezed almost empty by one of the kids. I’m a roller person. I grab my toothpaste and started rolling it up. Then I stepped in front of the mirror. The heal of my foot…

Blog

Eating Vomit

Does the thought of eating vomit make you feel sick to your stomach? Would you eat your own vomit? It’s amazing that Dogs will go back to their vomit and eat it. Sounds Gross doesn’t it? Did you know we do the same thing? Dog Vomit “As a dog returns to its vomit, so a…